Nothing to see here folks, just go about your business, all is ok. There’s nothing to see here, please move along. I feel that’s how I’m treating this cancer that’s come back, that it’s no big deal just another thing I have to just deal with but I don’t want to make a big fuss about it. Maybe if I don’t pay too much attention to it, ignore it, it might just go away.
Yes folks there back! I bet you didn’t expect me to be back so soon. Did you miss me? My cancer loves me so much they couldn’t stay away from me, no amount of drugs could keep them away from me, well no drugs at the moment seem to be working. So I’m back on chemo unfortunately. I’ve not taken this news all that well, that I have to go on chemo again. I feel like I’m back where I started six years go. You would think having gone through it twice now I would be ok third time around but nothing’s changed. I was just as anxious doing my first round. I was just as anxious doing radio as well, I don’t think its something you get used to at all no matter how many times you’ve done it.
My cancer seems to like going to weird and unusual places, it’s gone to my right mastoid which is causing me a lot of hearing and balancing issues, plus it’s in a few other spots but still just my bones which is one positive.
So here I am again, back for more punishment; well I hope I give my cancer some arse kicking for coming back so soon. I hope my new drugs abraxane will do some damage. So I hope to see you here again too?